August 28, 2005
It’s really hard having no one near.
No one I can love or address as dear.
No one who will listen to all my needs,
And no one in which my heart concedes.
All around, I see the wonders of love,
Brought down from our God high above.
But not even a close friendship resides with me
And that causes me to feel empty.
Why must life always have to be so hard,
When I try to be nice and even go the extra yard?
Is there something wrong with me, I wonder?
I don’t want to have to be forced down under.
Maybe it’s just not my time at all
But shouldn’t I at least be able to have good friends to call?
Someone to hang out with and just enjoy life;
As long as I have friends, I can wait on the wife.
But I hardly even have that, as unbelievable as it may seem,
And that fact alone can really lower ones self-esteem.
I don’t know if it’s just me unwillingly pushing people away,
But I just wish at least someone would stay.
It may take me a while to open up for all,
But don’t let that be the reason of our relationship to fall.
I’d love to get to know you, and you with me too,
You just have to know, that’s sometimes hard for me to do.
I’m tired of feeling lonely all the dang time,
With no one to love, no one to be mine.
I know God will provide for me at the time that’s opportune
I just wish that time would be soon.